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Sep. 20th, 2004

01:45 pm

So I've got a new LJ... shesgonemissing ...all too appropriately named if you know me very well at all.



Sep. 2nd, 2004

02:03 am - if you could be anything you want, i bet you'd be disappointed

I want to be leaving for college like everyone else, instead of feeling sorry for myself, and spending so much time in my bedroom that I sometimes just forget to eat.
I'm getting my stupid GED, and I'm going to college.  I don't care.  I don't even want to.  But I have to, or else this is what I'll be doing in 5 years... sitting at home... jobless, increasingly lazy, unmotivated, lame. 

That about sums it up... lame.

5 hours, 53 minutes, and 43 seconds [but who's counting?] until my Indie Justin leaves forever.  Or until Christmas.  Las Angeles is so far.

Nothing's cool anymore.

I don't even know what I mean by that.

Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Alone Down There - Modest Mouse

Sep. 1st, 2004

04:19 am - I neglect this bizaaatch like WOAH

I've got a cute indie boy to keep for my very own. 

Just got back from Everett... he and I went to see The Cure.  Amazing concert, so many different people.  People of all ages, the goths and the emo kids, the buttrockers and the indies.  Good times.  My love leaves Thursday morning... til Christmas.  Azusa Pacific University... in L.A.   

Gah.  </3 It hurts.



Current Mood: Reflective
Current Music: Some mixed cd mixed with love by my very own dumb indie boy

Jul. 22nd, 2004

05:33 am - Just ask the question, come untie the knot, say you won't care

Where You Want To Be by Taking Back Sunday = an amazing album. I suggest that when you become cool enough to own it, you do so. You won't be cool enough til July 27th, cause that's when it's released. But I've been cool enough for 3 weeks now, because my friends in Cashmere do amazing things for me.

Download "New American Classics"
Prettiest TBS song I've ever heard, one of the best songs I've ever heard in general. Yes, yes, oh yes.

So Breezy is really pissed off at me for taking Tanar to go see Curiosa on Aug 21. She said she was going to not go and just save up for Bright Eyes in October, so I invited him. Now she's making it seem like I ditched her to take him. This is dumb. I just wanna see The Cure, Interpol, and Cursive and have a good time, not deal with drama that I didn't even create.

Rachel and Josh need to get the hell back from Cheeleading camp. I'm Erickson-less, and life shouldn't have to be like that.

So my dad's going away for three weeks... and I'm the happiest little emo girl you'll ever lay eyes on. Also the sleepiest. And possibly the hungriest. Nobody knows.

Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: New American Classics by Taking Back Sunday

Jul. 7th, 2004

03:03 am - .+you're the only one who holds my hair back when i'm drunk and get sick

I hate grape soda. More than any other soda... and I really don't like soda.

Unlike Matt, whom I really do enjoy. To a tragic degree.

I want to never smoke pot again... but that's not gonna happen. We can't help but be pirates every once in a while.

I don't miss Olympia. I miss my friends, and the hardcore scene... but I don't miss Olympia. At all. And I'm better for having left. Things with my dad still suck, but it's so much better in other aspects. Did I mention how amazing my new friends are? Stellar human beings. I honestly feel humbled by their amazingness.

Going to Warped Tour Saturday... And I'm tragically not stoked at all. I'm way excited to hang out with my darling Amzeah, it's been too long... but I'm terrified of the Tanar/Breezy drama. I made the mistake of telling both of them they could ride with me... and then not telling Tanar Breezy is coming too... oops.

I'm tired.

Jul. 2nd, 2004

06:15 am - Ahhhh, summer.

This week = effing cool.
Rachel and me.
Everyday, all day.
Spending every night til sunrise at the Danielson's house.
Totally loving the shit out of Matt.
Lots of NOT SLEEPING. [I'm on day four, Rachel day 2]
Lots of crashing out and daydreaming on random people's lawns.

Josh, J-dogg, Jorge, Matt, Mikel, Michael Tonn, Shane, Rachel and I went and saw Spiderman 2... that was good times... thanks for buying my ticket Michael, I love you to death.
Matt, Mikel, J-Dogg, and Rachel were talked into running through McFarland Jr. High sprinklers with me at 2am... good cold wet times. Matt, Mikel, and I watched the sunrise, and it was totally amazing. Going to a rockshow in Spokane tomorrow... Matt's taking me, Rachel, Mikel, and maybe Anthony and Tonn... totally stoked.

I really think that I might just totally love what this summer is shaping up to be like.

Oh yeah... Michael, Matt, and Josh say I have really pretty hair. And Josh says he's a sucker for pretty hair. Heh heh heh heh heh... heh. Heh, heh hehhehehehhheheheheh..... HEH. Annnnnnnnnnd...done.

Jun. 30th, 2004

10:59 am - while your counting sheep, i count my lucky stars... you were the last good thing i ever saw

Breezy came down from Ft. Lewis for a 31 hour visit.
Good times I think. I took her home at almost 3am, and I made it back to Othello by 10am... because I'm an effing ninja. I'm tired.

Rachel's back from Florida, which is really REALLY good... now I actually have someone to do something with cause I'm totally not cool enough for my other friends I guess.

Justin Kemp is hooking me up with a job at Zumies... either in Tacoma, Seatac, or at the Supermall in Auburn. So I guess my move back to Othello might end up to be pretty short lived.

Mono sucks, but I don't feel as crappy as earlier.

I need a boy to clean up after and get upset with when he forgets to call. But I'm not taking applications like last time... that ended up disasterous.

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...delicious
Your hugs are...gentle
Your eyes...light up a day
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...entrancing
Your love is...everlasting
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goodnight... or.. good..lunch time?

Jun. 22nd, 2004

11:18 pm - And she's bending over and he thinks the only good thing about this party is her tits in that top

Last night Tanar informed me that he got these new friends because Breezy took everyone else... meaning just me he later told me... so basically, Tanar ditched the xDebauch Crewx and all the other kids for his new crew, because I'm friends with Breezy. Who feels like an asshole? Me? Maybe? Why, yes.

How to make a getsodeep

3 parts pride

3 parts brilliance

1 part beauty
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of wisdom and enjoy!


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

beautiful bullshit.

So Kids, I've got mono. Who wants to die with me?? Not you? No?? Ok, maybe next time around. I don't like this, and it's not very much fun at all.

My dad's been in Anaheim all week. My trip home has been quite lovely other than this whole being sick thing. I miss all of my Oly lovelies, and I miss Taryn... whom I think I'll be getting to see tomorrow... I THINK. ANNNNNND I miss Rachel. We're gonna city camp on Tuesday when she gets back from Florida. Yay, good times. Le sigh.

Jun. 13th, 2004

12:46 am

Home from Oregon.
Home from late night walking with Rachel.
Home from being pestered by Kyle Stemhagen.

So some effing jerk shot my kitten in the face with a bb gun. He's ok, but the left half of his face is all yucky and hurt and bloody gross. Poor little guy. People are seriously messed up.

Book reading time.

Jun. 7th, 2004

09:36 am

Gone to Gleneden Beach, Oregon with Brian, Allyson, Anthony, and Abigail til next Sunday.

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